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[Feb. 12th, 2006|10:55 pm] |
i'm sorry for the person i became.
i'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
please dont turn around,
because you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been. |
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[Nov. 24th, 2005|10:41 pm] |
i'm in love with matthew castro because he makes me happy. Happier then I have been in a long time.
must say, not one of the greater thanksgivings to write home about.
The Slakoff family is defenitley beautiful.<3 |
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[Oct. 1st, 2005|09:21 am] |
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| | anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | differences * ginuwine | ] |
New boyfriend and new job.
New start. ♥
<3 Matt Castro
9*30*05 |
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[May. 6th, 2005|07:06 pm] |
Danielle found me this amazing icon. ♥
and I'm still in love with boys who give me roses. |
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| do you want to leave or something? |
[Dec. 12th, 2004|10:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Lasting Impressions * The Starting Line | ] |
i got this song from Danielle but i really like it...
"Light breaks underneath a heavy door
and i try to keep myself awake...
fall all around us on our hotel floor.
and you think that you*ve made a mistake
and there*s a pain in my stomach from another sleepless binge...
and i struggled to get myself up again.
I wanna hang onto something that won*t break away, or fall apart...like the pieces of my heart.
and globes and maps are all around me now...i wanna feel you breathe me.
globes and maps i see surround you here.
why won*t you believe me?
Globes and maps they charter your way back home...
do you want to leave or something?
and dreams came around you in a hazy rain...
you opened your mouth wide to feel them fall.
and i write a letter, from a one way train.
but i don*t think you*ll read it at all.
and i cant take this anymore.
well i know that i cant take this anymore.
because i know that someday i*ll see you walk out that door.
do you want to leave or something?" |
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| i begged you not to go, i begged you, i pleaded...claimed you as my only hope. |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|09:56 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Beautiful * Bethany Dillion | ] |
YAY! i finally got a new journal layout. My best friend, Danielle made it for me. Thank you beautiful.
today was pretty fun. i was having a lazy day, didnt bother to do my hair or anything.
we have two days left of school, and then finals. the first semester of sophmore year flew by. High school goes by extremely fast, and i think we realize that after it*s too late.
my sweet 16 is in 9 days. i*m very excited and i*m glad that everyone is looking forward to it.
the other day, one of my closest guy friends betrayed my trust. I wasn*t as mad as everyone thought I would be, but it still really hurt because I was looking forward to something special with him. Hopefully, one day i*ll be able to trust him again because I will miss being able to trust him. i don*t know where are relationship is as of now with the current situation, but if it*s meant to be, then it will happen.
i*m going christmas shopping this weekend for friends.
and
i must say, Sam is one of the funnest people to talk to, and...play pattycake with at lunch. Sam, you*re amazing.<3
♥
Kelly |
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| i cant seem to find the words to say to the angel that took you from me... |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|11:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | get low * lil jon | ] |
I ♥ my best friend Danielle, i ♥ my family, i ♥ making up after fights with friends, i ♥ my Nevada friends, i ♥ seeing my friends in the morning, i ♥ Samus, i ♥ Garrett, i ♥ Caitlin, i ♥ the rain, i ♥ the sunshine, i ♥ my bestest buddy Mikey, i ♥ making friends, i ♥ bree, i ♥ lisa & dorth, i ♥ my older brothers, i ♥ Ana, i ♥ Joanne, i ♥ Carolina, i ♥ dreaming, i ♥ seeing Michael Bartley, i ♥ seeing Melissa, i ♥ laughing with Valerie, i ♥ dancing around with friends, i ♥ Tomo, i ♥ Rae, i ♥ makeup, i ♥ designer labels, i ♥ paris hilton, i ♥ dying my hair, i ♥ so into you by fabulous, i ♥ football games, i ♥ getting dressed up, i ♥ seeing people smile, i ♥ fate, i ♥ falling in love, i ♥ getting over him, i ♥ the mall, i ♥ driving, i ♥ cancun, i ♥ black eyeliner, i ♥ pictures, i ♥ kevbear, i ♥ brittany greene, i ♥ my hair straigtener, i ♥ loving people, i ♥ those butterflies in your stomach, i ♥ remembering that someone, somewhere loves you, i ♥ seeing old friends, i ♥ memories...
i ♥ you.
xox K |
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| get you everything that you see in your dreams baby. |
[Oct. 4th, 2004|08:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sweetness * jimmy eat world | ] |
i*m making some changes in my life.
ahh it*s Richard*s birthday tomorrow...HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICHARD!
i*m doin sumthin this weekend...hit up the cell if you wanna join in on the trouble. xo rawr
-Kelly-
DiamondDee87 (8:48:54 PM): i have a really big favor to ask of you
DiamondDee87 (8:48:58 PM): will you please....
DiamondDee87 (8:49:01 PM): PLEASE...
DiamondDee87 (8:49:06 PM): stop calling me Beansy
DiamondDee87 (8:49:16 PM): :-*
XxXpARtiFAvORxXx (8:49:34 PM): never.
XxXpARtiFAvORxXx (8:49:45 PM): :-D
DiamondDee87 (8:49:55 PM): fuck me
DiamondDee87 (8:49:56 PM): lol
DiamondDee87 (8:50:09 PM): and dont post that shit anywhere, i dont want anyone to know that you call me that gay ass name
love you BEANSY!^ |
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| *the stars align for you and I tonight* |
[Sep. 29th, 2004|08:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Saddest Girl Story * The Starting Line | ] |
the past week has been...eh, exciting.
friday night i was SUPPOSED to be having a party...but the alcohol ordeal got extremely fucked over. i was really upset. but Carlie was over so then we just decided to wait for Brett to show up and then go somewhere else. Brett shows up with Steven, Amber and Nicole. Brett and Steven decide to stay and we just sat and thought of ideas of what we could do to get alcohol. so they go on a beer run but i guess they were unsuccessful. so around 10, Richard and Mike come over...we all chill, and they all wanted to watch a porno...lol i dont know it was fun...but the no alcohol really took a toll. lol
Saturday, me and Carlie went over to Brett*s to chill with him, Steven, Jesse, and Connor. they were doing shots, and then we watched Mean Girls, wasted. everything seemed so much different when your drunk. lol but we just hung out, then me and Carlie left...
i was then gonna go to Danielle*s but i was really tired.
Sunday...went to go visit my dad. he isn*t doing very well. i felt sad because i*ve seen him at such better days...and i understand that he*s not who he was. you can*t stop change, even if it*s for the worst...then Danielle and Tom came over from the movies. we just chilled here for about 20 minutes then we wanted to go out. So we met up with Carlie, and wanted to go to the carnival. but it was closed by the time we were gonna go. so we called Jano, met up with him at the mall...he bought me and Danielle jewelry from Hot Topic...she got star earings and i got a purple playboy tongue ring. then we walked across the street to Kohls..and i think we were all slap happy because we were running around in the parking lots screaming and laughing. then i layed in the parking lot and stared at the stars. it was fun...
yes, it*s true...Thomas, Danielle*s boyfriend, got suspended. at first it was just for 3 days, but i guess they decided that the nature of what he did deserved longer punishment. he lit someone on FIRE, people!...Poor Tom, hope everything works out for the chap. lol
Friday is yet another football game. i*m excited...it should be fun.
Saturday, i don*t know what i*m doing. maybe i*ll hit up the mall.
call meeeeeee. xoxo
Kelly
"so it*s safe to say that we*ve been here before...
hearts torn out, down for the count and still come back for more.
THIS LESSON IS LEARNED TOO WELL...
tHoUgH, uNLeArNeD bY tHe TiMe YoUr wOuNdS hAvE hEaLeD.
h a v e . y o u . h a d . e n o u g h ?
i guess not because your lips are stuck to his
t i m e . t o . s a y . e n o u g h . i s . e n o u g h...
yOu*d Be So BeTtEr OfF.
you love him but tough, because it*s not coming back from him.
y o u . c a n * t . w i n .
stop expecting change
he*s just a lost cause that your waiting on...
TAKE A LOOK AROUND...
yOu cOuLd HaVe AnYoNe.
s o . l e a v e . u n d e s e r v i n g . h i m .
it only hurts at first.
BUT THEN YOU*LL FIND SOMEONE TO GIVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU WANT...
try not to go running back to him.
sO iT*s SaFe To SaY tHaT wE*vE bEeN hErE bEfOrE
l o n e l y . n i g h t s . & . e n d l e s s . f i g h t s
THEN HE*S SORRY...
it*s replayed but the ending will never change." |
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[Sep. 21st, 2004|06:21 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | learning to breathe * switchfoot | ] |
all the hate in the world will never tear my eyes away from you.
t0day we had a minumum day at school. after that, Thomas, Garrett, Jesse and I all went to Carl*s Junior. Travis, Ryan, Nate and his brother were all there. we just sat and laughed there for about an hour. then we went over to Tom*s house to go on the computer and chill till we had to go get Danielle at Hart @ 3. it was a funny day. lol
yesterday i found out something that i*m still in shock about. honestly...you can*t possibly sink that low. you have to be so desperate...and one of my really good friends failed to mention any of this to me before i just went through with something. both of these people should know who they are. honestly, i expected so much more out of both of you...and to keep that from me, seriously sucks so bad. you just watched me make a fool of myself. i really thought you were my friend.
today we walked across the park, i looked at all the girls working out for softball...i really felt bad. As everyone knows, i*ve pretty much given up on softball. i might do it next semester...but as of right now, i*m not planning on playing. i used to have this amazing love of the game...last season just changed all of that for me. i*m going to miss the rush...and how i was the starting pitcher and what a rush it was to be such a big part of the game. i*ll miss seeing my mom proud after i pitched my heart out...i*ll miss getting hit in the throat after a ball was hit back at me...and falling on the mound...then hearing the crowd cheer as i stood back up to keep playing. it just...doesn*t make me happy anymore. well, nothing really does nowadays.
will you please be there to break my fall?
i miss you...so much.
x0x
Kelly |
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| he isn*t the same. maybe i*m in love with who he was." |
[Sep. 19th, 2004|06:34 pm] |
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| | numb | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Same Direction * Hoobastank | ] |
those -afraid- to faLL...n e v e r learn to FLY.
friday night was the first of the infamous Hart football games. Danielle, Dorothy, Lisa (i love those girls) Thomas, Sam, Corey, Michael, and I all hung out together and such. Danielle*s cousin was here so it was good to catch up with him. he*s awesome. <3 I walked around most of the time, finding familiar faces that I love and everything. I saw some people I didn*t want to see but you can*t please everyone.
saturday...I went over to Danielle*s to help her re*decorate her room. It*s super cute now. we danced around her room to old cd*s we made and went over memories. then we went to the movies. We met up with Thomas, Brett, Justin, and Steven...we went back to my house to chill and stuff there. We had some alcohol and such. it was fun.<3
then when we were walking back to the mall to get picked up to go to Danielle*s...i was talking to Danielle and i just broke down. I started crying my eyes out in front of her. being the good friend she is, she helped dry my tears. she knows exactly what i*m feeling and why i was crying...because she cries about the same reason all the time. i love her.<3
...i*m really trying to be strong. please dont give up on me.
ex oh ex oh.
Kelly |
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[Sep. 7th, 2004|10:12 pm] |
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| | distressed | ] |
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| | the new real world. yay lol | ] |
when i was driving home, i stared out the window for about 45 minutes. i was thinking about my trip to Reno and what had happened. i stayed with Cecelie...and well, to be honest, she wasn*t what i remembered. she was still the beautiful, loud, sassy, "i wont take shit from anyone" Cecelie that i always knew since i was born. but she had grown up, gotten a new life. she has new friends, a new character, and well she*s not the same. but i can*t really expect her to be, and i don*t expect her to be the same...when i lived up there, it was always me, Cecelie, Angela and Whitney. we*d occasionally hang out with other people of course, but at the end of the day, we were laughing together. i stopped talking to Angela about a year or two after i lived here. and on september 15th i will have lived in Santa Clarita for 5 years. i heard that she moved away, and she had become heavily involved in drugs and the party life. Whitney, well she has always been the best friend that i*d cry to...and when i got to Nevada, she was in San Diego for the weekend. honestly, i wanted to cry, because they used to drop everything to hang out with me...and now, when i come back to town...well i*m lucky if they are even there.
it*s part of life that people change. me and Cecelie came across this one picture, of her, me, Whitney, and Angela...we were in the 5th grade, and Whit was in 6th of course. we all had our hair super straight and long...we had on plaid mini skirts and knee socks. we all had eyeliner and mascara on. we walked the halls of school in a line, next to eachother because well we were probaly the most mature and known 5th and 6th graders in our school. we were always known for that. me and Cecelie talked about the picture. We talked about how...none of us talk anymore. me and Whitney, and me and Cecelie are really the only ones that talk. we haven*t seen Angela in years...and Cece and Whit fell apart. i miss those girls. i miss them more then i*ll ever show.
it really made me appreciate whose here.
over the weekend, Danielle went to Arizona to see Glo. as she was getting into the car, her head got slammed. she texted me and told me what had happened and that it turned out she got a concussion. it really made me worry. my heart immediatley went out for her and i called as much as i could to make sure she was okay. at first, *being the dumb ditz that i am*...i thought she lost her memory. i was preparing to tell her that we were best friends, and that i had always called her crying my eyes out over boys who always made me feel not good enough, called her about fights with my parents...and how Danielle always tells me that im one in a million and she always dries my tears even if we arent in the same room. she*s like the holder of some of my most craziest secrets, and i know that she won*t give them away...no matter what happens. thank you for everything danielle.<3 i*m glad your feeling better.
i*m gonna go...because well i don*t know what else to say.
xox
Kelly
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[Sep. 1st, 2004|09:45 pm] |
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| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | million miles * fuel | ] |
hey <3
i*m leaving tomorrow after 1st brunch.
i*m going to miss everyone.
but i*ll be home on monday night. i hope everyone has a spectacular weekend.
text me frequently lovers <3 210*6687.
°on my way for the day...i find no sorrow
everyday is all the same...there*s no tomorrow...
and i feel, like i feel...
cause its cold here where you left me.
hey, i think that someday i might need you somehow.
i, i think i might of loved you.
these things i said...but you were a million miles away.°
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[Aug. 29th, 2004|11:31 pm] |
"...no it*s not easy to tell you goodbye."
as we are about two weeks into school, the grades are starting to roll around. i am trying so incredibly hard to get good grades because i really want to do something with my life. at the end of biology on friday, my teacher posted grades...so i walked up, not really knowing what to expect. i am already failing bio...
normally, i would laugh this off, and everyone says, "well no one really expects you to pass, Kelly. your too blonde and ditzy to actually go to college or get good grades." well, i was so upset when i found out that i was failing. i am trying so hard...but too much is never enough. this isn*t making me give up, i*m just going to try harder...and if i still fail, well i just don*t know what i*m going to do.
on thursday, i*m leaving school at 10 to go take my permit test, and then after that, i*m leaving for Reno. i*m very excited. i never get to go up there and i finally get to see everyone again. and then sunday night, we are driving to Sacramento. On Monday, we will be coming home...and i*ll be back at school on tuesday. i don*t think it really matters though.
...my scars are coming in. each one of them, has a reason...it*s like a little storybook on my arm. well, some people are just really getting on my case about it. honestly, if i wanted to get help from YOU, i would of fucking asked. i*m not crying out for help. and i*m keeping it that way. i can*t wait to get out of here. you have no idea...............
I*m so excited to see my old friends. they are the most down to earth people ever. they are so real and i cant get enough of that. whenever i leave, i*m crying my eyes out because they mean so much to me and i don*t wanna not see them everyday. i love my friends here and all, and sometimes you just gotta deal with what you got.
"i*ll always remember you. your so unforgettable. your in every thought, every memory, every dream. all my feelings so deep inside continue to revolve around...what you were. i remember walking, and seeing you all alone staring at the stars. i realized that forever was in your eyes, the moment i saw you cry. i*ll pass by you somewhere, and as much as i say i hate you...i*ll look you in the eyes, and every moment with you will replay in the seconds i*m looking at you...i*ll keep walking, maybe i*ll glance back...but i*ll look ahead of me, and won*t stop walking away from you. because not one more day will i look in your eyes and not see my reflection...but hers."
if i don*t update before my trip, then i*ll talk to everyone next week. xoxo
Kelly
YOUR still the reason i smile. |
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[Aug. 25th, 2004|08:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Pretty Girl * Sugarcult | ] |
this song is awesome.
Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
That's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
x0x
KeLLy |
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[Aug. 25th, 2004|06:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | make a move * Lost Prophets | ] |
"There are millions of people in the world...but in the end, it all comes down to one." - Crazy/Beautiful
yesterday, was quite a good day...was having fun with my friends, then got home at around 4...for the first time in awhile, i did ALL of my homework lol...and well, it was just all around good. i get online and read something that made me upset.
i*m not going to go into it. but for those of you close to me, you know why i was upset.
i deserve it, i deserve to hear, "i told you so."...i deserved to be hurt, when i found out it was a slap in the face. i guess why its impacting me so much is because no one has ever made me feel so bad about myself. i dont know why i took a second glance at you after i got hurt the first time. you were such a waste of beautiful time. you taught me more about myself then i will ever want to know. things are going to change. i wont no longer be the girl that you run to when shit gets too hard to deal with. you're unbelievable. you mean nothing to me, how could you do something like that...to anyone? i set myself up to fall and you picked such a good time to push me over the edge. you have a way of kicking me when i*m down. but it*s an addiction. your my favorite disease. you put everything into perspective..."you can dress me up in diamonds, you can dress me up in dirt...you can throw me like a boomerang...i'll come back and beat you up." i hate you. i hate to love you. it*s like you can*t feel anything. you*ll regret hurting me. you*ll regret it more then anything...you*ll see, that i*m not the stupid one, and that it*s actually you. I*m glad your happy. and I*m glad to say i put you there. your whole world is about to spin out of control...because i*m not done, i haven*t gotten my chance to hurt you yet.
sorry about that random stuff up there. lol
i wasn*t kidding when i said that everythings about to change.
loving you-
Kelly.
oh i*m sorry...i forgot, sweetheart that you*ve never had anyone fuck with your emotions.
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[Aug. 23rd, 2004|07:10 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Ashlee Simpson * Shadow | ] |
"all the things i would say...
they're always a breath away from falling to your ear from these lips...
i choke on these words.
these paper words, as they come out crumpled and i think about how they did not tell you what i wanted for you to hear at all.
so if i ever find the words, i'll use them to tell you something beautiful.
lost somewhere between hope and a whisper are all the things i would say. i hope your eyes can find them in mine.
even if you're not here to hold my hand. even if you're not here to kiss my cheek.
i*m just glad to know your name."
what a weekend...too long and too short at the same time.
a highlight of mine was actually returning to school...
that must tell you something.
the day was fun. not much that was exciting.
Sam wrote very nice notes to everyone...i loved my note.
your one in a million, Sam and i love you
my friends have been absolutley amazing lately. they have helped me in ways i had no idea possible. to tell you the truth, i was scared that if something serious happened that they wouldn't be there for me. but they have proven me completley wrong, and i*m so thankful. i guess it takes an event like that to fully prove who your true friends are. thank you everyone so much for caring <3333 you mean more to me then anything.
lately, i*ve been really examining myself...and realizing that i can*t take this road. sure, it*s fun when you*re young, but after awhile, it starts to get to you. you realize that the things you do are not worth it. i*m risking all of my self respect for something that is, well...maybe not even going to happen. i want it to happen more then anything in the world. like part of the reason i get up in the morning is to have the slightest hope that what i want more then anything, will be mine. After these events keep happening and happening, you start to lose any hope you had for yourself. it*s an adrenaline rush, to be honest. i love doing things i*m not supposed to...but when it starts affecting my character...thats when i start to get depressed. it*s almost to the point where i*ve forgotton how to be the way i used to. i*m going to save him...and he*s going to save me...
we*ll save eachother.
well i*m tired and have homework...i*ll vent more later.
i love you.
xoxo
Kelly
i love the way you make me hate myself. |
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[Aug. 20th, 2004|07:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | She Will Be Loved * Maroon 5 | ] |
"i hate being the secret girl, you know her the one you here about in sad stories..the one where she cries herself to sleep every night and hurts herself at the sight of anyone elses feelings of hurt, dissapointment, or shamefulness...thats how i feel, that is me...My pillow is soaked to the point where it almost knows just to cry on its own, because everytime i hit it, thats what i do...i want to get out of here..."
well it*s official. Thomas and Danielle are going out. sure, Kevin is one of my good friends. but so is Thomas. he makes her happy. a true, geninue kind of happy. and im so happy for her. she*s one in a million and Tom is one of the luckiest guys in the world. best wishes.
i started school. and it*s alright, very tiring. lol...but it*ll be funner when the football games roll around and such.
my parent*s have signed the papers for divorce.
i was upset. very upset. and im still getting used to the idea. i miss them, they used to laugh and show some kind of love...now its fighting til morning and no one ever gets sleep. my mom is so stressed out that she is starting to cry at night. she never cries.
my dad has made it so that the only way he can hear me is if i scream at the top of my lungs. he is also very sick. but he is a stranger in our own house. and i cant take it anymore...
lately i*ve felt numb. like i have to bleed just to know i*m alive. this feeling overtook me so i dont want to dwell on it.
i love you. xoxo
Kelly
i wont let it get the best of me. |
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[Aug. 11th, 2004|09:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | eHh | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Last Resort * Papa Roach | ] |
*i like your pants around your feet. i like the dirt thats on your knees. i like the way you still say please while your lookin up at me. your like my favorite damn disease. i love the good times you wreck. i love your lack of self respect while your passed out on the deck. i love my hands around your neck*
Caitlin left last night. it sucks but i hope she had fun out here. Her and I got the chance to talk about deep feelings of ours and about the past. it was so good to get everything out and have someone understand me. at times, she*s the only one that gets me. and that*s so appreciated. thank you for everything.<3
i went to register for school on monday. and they told me i had to go to valencia because of where i moved. they called back later and said that i had not moved out of Hart*s boundaries. so i was glad. gave me quite the scare. lol
i*m having some family problems. it sucks, but me and my mom decided that we want to move to Las Vegas to be closer to family and just because we want to. i need to get away from here. i need to experience new things, and just need new everything. it*ll be so good to start over.
i absolutley love how my friends go to the mall and they don*t think to invite me or even come say hi. maybe i live too far from the mall, it being across the street and all. i need to get away from these people. you know who you are, and i know who you are too. i need to get away from those people, because i*m growing to HATE them.
well i*m going to go.
hope you all have a goodnight<3
xoxoxxox
EyELiNeR WhOrE
.i GeT rEsTLeSs AnD iT*s SeNsELeSs. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2004|02:21 am] |
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since everyone just loves reading these survey things. i thought i would humor you. :-D
-*name 3 bad habits you have*-
1. biting my nails
2. grinding my tongue ring
3. biting my upper lip
-*name 4 scents you love*-
1. ralph lauren
2. tommy girl pink
3. new shoes
4. matches
-*name something you'd never wear*-
1. tights
-*name 4 television shows you love*-
1. Real World
2. Road Rules
3. The Assistant
4. The Ashlee Simpson Show
-*name 2 bands or artists that most people don*t know you like*-
1. Kotton Mouth Kings
2. Taking Back Sunday
-*name 3 drinks you regularly drink*-
1. water
2. milk
3. frappichino
-*a random fact about yourself*-
°my eye color isn*t real° lol
-*random fact about your family*-
°we*ve never had a family christmas°
-*Have you ever...*-
1. fallen for a best friend? yes..
2. made out with a best friend? most defenitley...
3. been rejected or heartbroken? not a lot of people can say they haven*t..:-(
4. been in love? yeah..
5. been in lust? a few times.
6. used someone? yah.
7. cheated on someone? :-/i guess you could say that.
8. been cheated on? unfortunatley.
9. done something you regret? i wish i could say no.
-*who was the last person you...*-
1. you touched? jason.
2. you talked to? caitlin.
3. you hugged? brett.
4. you instant messaged? Ana.
5. you yelled at? my dad.
6. you laughed with? caitlin.
7. who broke your heart? Richard.
-*do you?*-
1. color your hair? yessss
2. have tatoos? nope
3. piercings? bellybutton, tongue, and ears.
4. own a webcam? no.
5. have AOL? yes
6. what should you be doing right now? calling an old friend.
7. what are you listening to? random TV shows.
8. chicken or fish? chicken.
9. do you have a favorite animal? llama.
10. is ice cream the best thing in the world? after heartbreak.
what would your dream date be? spontaneous.
single flower, or a dozen? dozen.
silver, gold or platinum? silver.
candle lit restaraunt or home? resturant
silly or serious romance? both.
-* do you consider yourself:
romantic? when i want to be.
snotty? often times lol
quiet? at times.
boring? hopefully not
funny? yeah.
have you ever...
dissected something? nope
drank fluids? um sure. lol
kissed someone? of course.
missed someone? everyday.
told someone you love them? whenever i can.
talked to someone you have a crush on? :-p
whats in your CD player? mix CDS i burned.
Q. Favorite Song?
A."pour some sugar on me"
Q. what will you be when you grow up?
A. Physical Therapist, Fashion Assistant, or gold digger:-D
Q. what are you doing right now?
A. reading my IMs.
Q. what are you wearing right now?
A. bikini top and jean skirt.
well i*m over that. lol
tomorrow i have registration for school and after i should be hanging out with Caitlin, Danielle, Tom, Eric and some other people.
Sam is out of town and i miss him already.<333
Breezy's home. thank god. lol
well gotta go to sleep for tomorrow. *yawn* love you.
x0x0xoX
_Kelly_
ReLaX...iT*s JuSt SeX.:-p
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